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2006-08-28T05:59:00.000-07:00

AHHH!!! it's been AGES ever since i blogg!! i've been sooo BUSY!! BUSY LIKE A BEE! HEE! xD there's been soo many things going on.. YUP! prelims are over..and 'N's are coming!!!

1. there's homework and more homework!!
2. there's soo many people having birthdays!!
3. reaching home real late!! no time for anything else!!
3. not enough sleep!!! having panda eyes almost everyday!!
4. i'm always going out!!
5. and..and..i REALLY DUNNO WHAT THE HELL I'M DOING! AHHHHH!!!

i'm sooo ANGRY with myself!!! ARGGHHH!!!!! i just can't seem to finish what i'm suppose to do! DARN! HUMPH! really wish for the time to stop right here! RIGHT NOW! anyways..school is soo BORING okays!! it's always social studies and chinese!!! there's like sooo many homework on this two subjects!!! and they're driving me NUTS!
anyways..i find that things are going smoothly...well..not exactly the way i wanted it to be..but..STILL...everythings all right..YUP! hmmm...oh!!! almost forgot..i'm growing FAT!!!
I'M GROWING FAT!!!
what to do..eat and eat..see la!! fat already! HUMPH! hahax.. okok.. i'll end here..gotta go STUDY! again... =(

2006-08-18T08:36:00.000-07:00

FREAKY FRIDAY -> is when i end school at 9AM! went to school today to do an NE QUIZ for an hour and we could all go home! WHEE! x)

BORING FRIDAY -> is when you end school early..go home to bathe and change and get dressed to go out..feeling all SHAGGED and TIRED! which was what happened today..at FAR EAST! but went to SUNTEC before that to TONG TONG..guess you won't know what that is..anyway..back at FAR EAST..ME.CLAIRE.CARYN.WAN TING were shopping..YUP! shopped shopped shopped and walked walked walked..till our legs were about to break! in the end we ended our destination at CINE! here you go! a picture at cine...HAHA!!

told you it was a boring friday..HEE! anyways..lights OFF now..i wanna sleeep!!! SHHH~ xD

2006-08-18T07:28:00.000-07:00

DEAR DIARY...

things aren't getting along well..and if i'm not wrong..i'm gonna flunk my prelims!! almost every paper that i did made me wanna tear them apart!!! SIGHS! things that are happening nowadays..isn't the way i want it to be! it's... ALL WRONG!!!!!
WHY MUST SHE/HIM MAKE PEOPLE'S LIFE AND THEIR OWN LIFE SOOO FREAKING DIFFICULT TO LIVE IN!!! ISN'T IT TIRING ENOUGH? sighh...
everyone's INPERFECT isn't it? so does that mean i have to always forgive and forget? forgive the things that have been caused and are still causing? forget what have been taken place and are still taking place? tell me that all these are easy... ='
i'm not trusting those voices..i try really hard not to..really..i try VERY VERY HARD..but still..i still am not trying as hard as i should be..they always ask me to always look on the bright side of life..but it was never easy..
well...everything has to come to an end someday..and i wish i could put all those problems to an end..but it'll hurt people around me and even if it doesn't hurt them at all..it'll hurt me eventually..it'll hurt me MUCH MUCH MORE than it hurts them..
A SIMPLE LIFE WANTED!! anyone willing to let me buy one?
just felt so much better by writing how i feel... *PHEW* back to myself again.. HEE! =)

2006-08-11T08:27:00.000-07:00

it's been a LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG time since i came here to write again..HEE! i'm just so tired! AHHHHH!!! things are going along just fine..i guess? anyways..it's the PRELIMS now..and i just had english and social studies papers today..but i just don't seem to bother..everything is in a RUSH! hmmm..just realised that i kept concentrating on my ART..and didn't take care of myself..and i'm starting to fall sick..SIGHS!

there are so many things yet to be done..and i'm just not ready..i can't hold on any longer..i'm just..TOO TIRED! well..anyways..the past few days was about school..school..SCHOOL..just so STRESSED UP! even though..i didn't study as much..AHHH!!! my life's as BORING as ever! it's just school..then home..there's simply NO EXCITEMENT! whoever is going to read this..

bear with me? =/

2006-08-07T06:44:00.000-07:00

heex..didnt blogg for many days..have been SUPER DUPER busy!!! there are really many activities on these days...just went SENTOSA on sunday..for AMAZING RACE! ran round sentosa and made new friends.. =D really enjoyed myself! HEE! and here's MONDAY! with MONDAY BLUES..SIGH! have been really tired recently..still cant pay attention in class..drifting away from everything..AHHHHH!!! I WANT TO RELAX! =( have been staying back in school recently for ART CLASS till 6.30 and even 7PM! stressing over my art pieces!! i'm really going MAD!!! HELP ANYONE? and PRELIMS are really near!! i'm sooo NOT PREPARED!! what am i to do? brain's seriously not working!!! all rusty! and in LALA LAND! goshh..i'm not doing anything..just complaining!! ='(

today was really a PISS OFF day..everyone's unhappy! and complaining! cause of the class making us feel this way..SIGH! i really wonder why..
is everything meant to be this way?
was it planned?
was it fated to be this way?
or was it just a coincidence?
there are really many questions i wanna ask and things i wanna know..cause everything that's happening now..is just...
ALL WRONG!!!!!
if only everything was just a dream... =/

*SIGH*

the inPERFECT ME..just wanna dream..
lights off..eyes closed..sleep tight rah..dont let the bed bugs bite.. =

2006-08-02T07:33:00.000-07:00

WEDNESDAY!

okay okay! gonna be writing this REAL FAST! hee! xD well..went to school this morning with CARYN and we were LATE! but not booked..HEE! cause there was a traffic jam..and got a morning call from LANCE which was unexpected...HAHA! school was then TIRING and BORING and all LAZY..and then it came to PE whereby we were suppose to play softball and soccer but ME. CARYN. WAN TING. AMANDA. asked mr.tan if we could play BASKETBALL which he allowed..we played under the HOT HOT HOT SUN till recess time..guess we've lost some calories..HEE! x) then..came to english class and art class..and soon chemistry peer tutoring..AHHH!!!!! BORING OKAYS! went home after that...and had chemistry tuition which i enjoyed myself cause i was CRAPPING with the teacher by giving him LAME answers which he enjoyed hearing..HAHA!

well...now i'm waiting to go to SLEEP!
TIRED!
HEE...
=)

2006-08-02T06:56:00.000-07:00

TUESDAY!

school was the same..MANY MANY PROBLEMS! again..SIGHS! anyways..what excites me on this day was that my school was having a MUSICAL!! before the musical we [ME. CLAIRE. CARYN. AMANDA. JAZREEL. WAN TING. JOANNE.] went to BUGIS!!! actually..i was at CINE before that with SANDRA..YUP! we shopped like MAD PEOPLE! HAHA!!! but it was really FUN! we were all rushing for time..and people kept staring at us cause we were making LOADS of NOISE! but..we couldnt be bothered..HAHA! we then met up with VANESSA and VALERIE..and took the train down to CITY HALL! from there we met up with many other girls from our class and started walking to VICTORIA THEATER..we ran actually..cause we were just feeling SOOO HIGH!!! xD then we went toilet together making NOISES again..and we took LOADS of PICTURES!!!!! EVERYONE enjoyed the MUSICAL though we cant really hear what the actors where saying..but it was ENJOYABLE! =) after the musical..we [ME. CLAIRE. CARYN. AMANDA. WAN TING.] went to eat..near the ESPLANADE..took pictures again..and then met up with DIANNE and EXTHER...then WAN TING had to leave as her dad was picking her home..and the rest of us walked to MARINA SQUARE to CITY HALL..taking pictures AGAIN..and started chasing each other all about! it was all sooo FUN!!! this was time we got to stay out late and reach home late together!!! =D

HMM..cant seem to upload the pictures all of us took..shall upload next time..had a day..which was just too fun to forget!!!!! ^^

2006-07-31T07:28:00.000-07:00

CUT MY HAIR!!! ^^

met up with MAND to go school together..and we bought CURRY PUFF and CADBURY BOOST! having me to gain about 260 CALORIES! AHHHHH!!! anyways..school was BORING as usual..but crapped alot today! HEE! it just seems that my brain cannot function anymore..it's BLOCKED! oh well..went to cut my hair with CARYN at 888 PLAZA...and played BASKETBALL!! which i SUCK at..anyways i made new friends today! =) saw two cute little boy boys..they looked so SHUAI and COOL!! but thier like secondary one? soo YOUNG!!! =/ and a guy wanted to have my no. HAHA! but didn't give him eventually..HEHH! xD i've got to say..CARYN's the BEST coach okays! =D guess i burnt off the 260 CALORIES which i gain..YAY! now i'm TIRED! so very TIRED! shall have my BEAUTY SLEEP! HEEx!!

lastly..i have to remind myself..
ZARA!!! please please please!!! *STUDY!!!!* x)

2006-07-30T06:25:00.000-07:00

SATURDAY!

was too TIRED to blogg..went to work early in the morning..and it was kinda boring in the beginning cause there were not many customers..but when it came to LUNCH TIME there were MANY HUMANS!! haha..it was the last working day for me..had to prepare for exams you see..SAD! =( anyways..what surprise me is that..i saw my cousins!!! haha..they're PRETTY BABES you know..HEE! xD went for LWS and had my VOCAL TEST! and i SCREWED UP! AHHHHH!!! i was SOOO NERVOUS! i kept shivering non-stop!! anyways..went to CINE to eat KOBAYASHI with couz..and shopped around..and bought a PINK LACY HAIRBAND and couz bought WHITE..white was so much nicer..but couz said pink suits me best..just because she wanted the white one..BLEAHX! oh well..it's okay..I'M NICE to let her have the white one..heex.. x) then we went to HEEREN...saw loads of nice stuff! and saw MANY CUTE GUYS..HAHAAX!!! surprisingly..there were two guys that followed us from the jucntion at heeren all the way to the MRT..haha..and they kept smiling at us with that cheeky face..haha..it was DAMN FUNNY! okays..that was when i found out that i LOST my CARD HOLDER with my ez-link and neos and movie ticks!!! DAMN SAD OKAY! and i almost wanted to cry so badly..but instead i laughed and smiled..WEIRD..? borrowed $$ from couz..and sat the train home...met up with SANDRA to walk SUNPLAZA and went MACs..saw MANY LIANS and BENGS..and they couldn't stop staring at us..and so i shouted..STARE WHAT STARE! STARE YOUR MOTHER HAIR! YOUR MOTHER NO HAIR! STARE SOMEMORE I DIG OUT YOUR EYEBALLS! hahax..i'm so ROUGH..ain't i? heex.. xP anyways..went home after that..and slept like a PIG!

the standard ticket that i had to buy..WASTE $$.. =/

SUNDAY!

nothing much actually..went for MATH TUITION..and my brain didnt seem to be functioning again! and came back home to sleep again...from 2-6PM..i'm such a PIG! i'm like SOOO RESTLESS! and woke up again to buy my contact lenses..and went to collect my pay..made another new friend..HEE! and i came home happily..talking to AH GONG on the phone..and now i'm here..TYPING! i'm feeling tired now..shall sleep..hee! NIGHTS!!! =)

2006-07-28T09:08:00.000-07:00

i forgot to write about last night! HAHA!!! anyway..nothing much happened either..my life is BORING! today's a tiring day..SUPER TIRING!! slept in class during chemistry..coludn't believe that i slept so peacefully without the teacher noticing me..HAHA! and i played BASKETBALL today! with CARYN and SANDRA! =D and CARYN is a very good and full of patience "COACH"...heex! and now my arms..my legs..and my back is ACHING! but it's okay.. x) at least i had FUN! =) and i worked today..and made a new friend! name's SABRINA! i think i spelled correctly..did i? HAHA!!! i'm all TIRED! waited for SANDRA for 45mins to pass me my MP4! she made me wait for her for soo long..think she's a PRINCESS ah! HAIYO! hahax..anyways...shall have my BEAUTY SLEEP now.. xD

2006-07-26T06:18:00.000-07:00

YESTERDAY...

TODAY...

ABOUT THE PASS TWO DAYS!!
which nothing really much happened..it's about the same old things in school..having LOADS and LOADS of problems! and these problems are driving me NUTS!! AHHH!!!!! okays okays..enough of all the CRAP...the pass two days i've been going to BUGIS!! with claire and caryn and wan ting..and we took NEO-PRINTS!! and made LOADS of NOISE inside the machine..HAHA!!! we also window shopped when the exams are nearing!!! and i didn't even bother to revise my work!! this is TERRIBLE! anyways.. i've got a long shopping list! HEH HEH!! =D

ABOUT TODAY!!!
had CHINESE ORAL !!! and i guess i FLUNK my whole oral! i spoke english words and i kept saying..ermm..AHHH!!! i'm DEAD MEAT!! HOW? HOW? HOW? anyways..the oral's over..and i can't make any corrections..SADS!! =( anyways..went LOT 1 with amanda and caryn and claire..and we bought our favourite BUBBLE TEA!! YUMMY!!! =p had CHEMISTRY tuition..and it's FUN! hahax..but my head didn't seem to be functioning at that time..HEE! well..took pictures today in the bus on the way to LOT 1!!! ME and MAND are like SOOO ZI LIAN la.. but all of us had LOADS of FUN!!! ^^

2006-07-23T06:25:00.000-07:00

I'M TIRED!!! went for MATH tuition in the morning today...and i came home to cook scramble egg with bread..which turned out SUPER SALTY!!! but it's okay..cause i'm the one eating it anyway..HAHA! okays..and then i went to bed again..slept from 12:30-5 PM so tired! woke up and lazed around the house till dinner time..

and i ate MOS BURGER!!! see! it's my favourite number! and it's green in colour! heex..okays..talked to CARYN on the phone today..she insisted that i write her name here..so CARYN you must be GLAD that i wrote your name here..and TWICE! hahax..had a BORING DAY! =/

2006-07-22T11:30:00.000-07:00

YAY! just started blogging today!! BIG THANKS to my cousin!! :) RENFENG! you must be HAPPY that your name's here okay! heex..

went to work today..and LWS! pretty tired..and i guess i screwed up my theory test...it's pretty difficult.. *sighs* well..shall write till here for my very FIRST ENTRY! -loveMAOMAO-

2006-07-22T10:29:00.000-07:00

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